College Days

Today's the 19th of June. Almost a week since the start of classes (?). I know I vowed to update on the first day but that was impossible. haha, i had a lot of crises during first day. first, the room crises. i didn't move to the room that I paid for til saturday, last saturday. so anyway, I wasn't really that pissed because I had really cool roommates. One was Ate Lourdes. Man, she is a 100 and 1 percent talker and sociable. well she just talks. haha, fortunately i was a good listener so we learned to like each other. i also had two other roomates. one is ate edelyn and ate hazel. they're from Bacolod and they're already working. I love the three of them.

so talking about first day, we had no classes the whole day. Not one of the teachers showed up except for Mr. Alota, who marked all our block absent because the student council decided to have mass on his period. ugh! well anyway, second meeting turned out fine. made a lot of friends. some good, some not soo good. some rich and most not so rich. A LOT have guts while few don't.

Hmmn and I got fucking lost last 12th, it was horrible! i was on my way home on a jeep, was suppoosed to get off at COlon but i totally passed the frickin place without noticing and reached all the way to somewhere dark and freaky and unheard of. so i rode a jeep again and probably walked then and here for 25 minutes before I was able to ride a taxi by intentionally risking myself to get hit.

oh and im also doing my own laundry and ironing! it's so cool that im doing it. and im watching deathnote right now. it's one of the CRAZIEST and ENTERTAINING anime ever made. i know i always say that but the story is WAY too twisted for an anime. *lol*

and

i miss my family back home

i hate to admit it but i really do. i miss my mom especially, my sister, my stepdad, my computer, my bed, my house, my dogs, everything Isabel. It's boring there but it's where i call home. i'd like to go home soon but I think that's not gonna happen. classes are starting to get started. it sounds crazy but that's college.

well that's all for now. i have to get home and watch some shinigamis. n_n

leaving

tomorrow morning i'll be leaving..setting my foot to new world. college, that is.

the feeling that im having right now is surreal. really, really weird. i don't feel excited though and i don't feel nervous either. im feeling just normal. which is weird because in my opinion, i should be feeling nauseous or nostalgic. heck, i don't even think i'll miss the house!

well anyway, im looking forward for new adventures, new companies, new experiences. im not looking for more fun, just different. my classes start at june 13 and i'll be posting on that day so when people read this when im dead, they'll know how i went through my awkward first day in college.

and also, i don't think im going to post more often because college days are busy days. i only have four classes though but the subjects are for two hours tops. but when i read my schedule, i was quite happy. happy with the subjects because they were all my favorites.

math? *lol* algebra and i love algebra. i don't think i'll be having problems with pe either because earl said we'll be dancing the whole semester. well i think that would be all. i have to turn in...got a boat to catch first thing in the morning.

see you first day!

FOOD TRIP!

these posts are fucking LATE.

May 30, 2007

At Petes.......



it wasn't really food trip at pete's because the food was nothing close to classy. it was a simple counter.style restaurant type of think..like what you do in an ordniary cafeteria. the food was cafteria-ish too. lol. but anyway, the food was good but what was better was their displays of antiques. there were really beautiful..from dolls to the sto. nino to birds to clocks--> got me clicking whole morning!


At RED Ribbon....



this cake is from red ribbon. it's like a pile of graham crackers, chocolate and cream--> it's so delicious!! it's called the

Chocolate Marjoliane

Fancy name, huh? Wait till u get a taste..lol

At the Venetian Coffee...



the venetian coffee was just a small cafe house near the movie theaters of sm but the food rocked! this was my dinner --> a "something fishy" sandwich and a St. Nicholas shake. Loved shrek 3 by the way!!


May 31, 2007

At the MAJESTIC..



Beautiful. Enough said, haha. The food was good too --> loved the bird's nest soup. oh i accidentally sent a quail egg siomai flying across the room. haha an Oops moments that NOBODY (except the poor lady who stepped on it lol) noticed. yay me.

My Reasons to Hate

Top 5 Reasons why I hate my SELF

5. im insecure just about anything (my weight, my face, me height, myself..name it and i suck at it)
4. i have a lot of psychological complexes. (i haven't had myself checked by a shrink but i know im insane)
3. I have no motivations, no inspirations, no drives. None at all. Nada.
2. I don't seem to finish what I start. At ALL. EVER.
1. I pretend. That is who I am ---> a fucking pretend.

Top 5 Reasons why I hate my MOM

5. She is so NOT cool.
4. She PRETENDS to be cool. --> and she pretends to know everything!
3. She has no way of being affectionate to me and my sister.
2. She always finds reasons to take all her anger out on us.
1. She makes me feel ugly 95% of the time. (it's always an ALWAYS when we go to the mall and i have blouses that don't fit me because

I'm FAT

she always yells and raves about how ugly and FAT i am)

P.S.: I mean seriously, don't mothers usually tell their children how beautiful they are instead of making them feel INSECURE? Ugh! More often that not, I feel like I should have been born to someone else...whatever. But of course my mom. She IS after all my mother. But there are just really a lot of times when she gets under my skin.

Top 5 Reason why I hate my SISTER

5. She THE laziest freak ever!!
4. She never listens to me
3. SHe thinks she's so smart
2. She is VERY and i mean VERY vulgar (no sense of fashion, no interest in class...pfft!!)
1. She is the MOST sarcastic bitch ever. Once she goes sarcasric all of a sudden, i always feel the urge of taking hold of a scissor and shaving her head off.

---that is all for now. I'm just really mad at this moments so I have to come up with this list. and if my mom or my sister should ever read this, then GOOD. at least they know they ruin my life once in a while.