Saturday, June 02, 2007

My Reasons to Hate

Top 5 Reasons why I hate my SELF

5. im insecure just about anything (my weight, my face, me height, myself..name it and i suck at it)
4. i have a lot of psychological complexes. (i haven't had myself checked by a shrink but i know im insane)
3. I have no motivations, no inspirations, no drives. None at all. Nada.
2. I don't seem to finish what I start. At ALL. EVER.
1. I pretend. That is who I am ---> a fucking pretend.

Top 5 Reasons why I hate my MOM

5. She is so NOT cool.
4. She PRETENDS to be cool. --> and she pretends to know everything!
3. She has no way of being affectionate to me and my sister.
2. She always finds reasons to take all her anger out on us.
1. She makes me feel ugly 95% of the time. (it's always an ALWAYS when we go to the mall and i have blouses that don't fit me because
I'm FAT
she always yells and raves about how ugly and FAT i am)

P.S.: I mean seriously, don't mothers usually tell their children how beautiful they are instead of making them feel INSECURE? Ugh! More often that not, I feel like I should have been born to someone else...whatever. But of course my mom. She IS after all my mother. But there are just really a lot of times when she gets under my skin.

Top 5 Reason why I hate my SISTER

5. She THE laziest freak ever!!
4. She never listens to me
3. SHe thinks she's so smart
2. She is VERY and i mean VERY vulgar (no sense of fashion, no interest in class...pfft!!)
1. She is the MOST sarcastic bitch ever. Once she goes sarcasric all of a sudden, i always feel the urge of taking hold of a scissor and shaving her head off.

---that is all for now. I'm just really mad at this moments so I have to come up with this list. and if my mom or my sister should ever read this, then GOOD. at least they know they ruin my life once in a while.

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