Staring at a test paper with nothing short of an answer on your mind is, now I realize, the worst feeling of all.
And now I'm listening to Strauss' Till Eulenspiegel just to ease out some of the tension I'm feeling.
I had always prided myself of being a good student, always ready for anything. But today, for the first time in a long time, I got soo disappointed with myself. I am not the type who can take failure easily. Call me a hypocrite or whatever but I bask in the glory of always being on top. I've earned that place and to be suddenly told that I don't belong there anymore is soo frustrating. Of course, it's just one quiz but I just can't help but feel so upset about it.
I plan to make it up in the next test of course. There is nobody else to blame for this but myself. We were told to read and I did not read. Oh well.
Thank God for classic music and the healing power of blogging, I now feel better.
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