defining me...

well a lot of people see me as exuberant, jolly and childish...pero i sort of see myself as the opposite...short-tempered, serious and sa tingin ko nman, matured...well..if being matured includes knowing where to place yourself, knowing how the real world works and learning how to stand up for yourself..then i am definitely matured. hehe...pero im really not that serious because i know how to joke and when to do just that, ill-tempered lng nga talaga me pero im not hard to please nman din eh..hehe...bilhan mo lang ako ng gift eh cgurado friends tau ulit! Nyahahaha! Jowks...

certified anime adik...di ko na ulit gagamitin ang otaku kase from what i've learned from real otakus, handang silang ibuwis ang kanilang buhay for their passion! pero..fan lang talaga me...usually, iyong mga anime na gusto ko involves fervent love stories talaga..yung di ka makakatulog sa kaiisip kung anong next na mangyayari...RK talaga fave anime ko, kahit si Kenshin na ang pinakamanhid na anime bishounen na alam ko, he makes things work out pa rin kase sha rin ang pinakamabait at pinakagentleman. hehe...hilig ko rin yung mga ecchi na anime...yung prang may konteng sexual themes gaya ng ranma, fushigi yuugi, onegai sensei at love hina. shempre, would i ever forget hentai? well, im not afraid to announce to the world that i am a huge hentai fan! don't just judge us hentai lovers because we're not all "go have sex already!", we also look forward to the love story behind the undressing and the ACTION part. And don't ever confuse us as sex maniacs because hentai is an art as sex is an art...so we're not like pornographers or something. and just because i love hentai doesn't mean im planning to try it...nuh uh...im very self-conscious when it comes to education so im backing myself off from the whole sex thing idea...im not stupid anyway and i don't want to ruin the great life ahead of me...

oh and aside from that, i write hentai stories and fanfictions (stories about anime)...and things about crazy people and crazy stuffs. i'm usually a loner and it's one of my mottos than being alone doesn't necessarily mean you're lonely because some people find the greatest company in themselves and i so happen to be one of those people. i know i don't need anyone to complete me because im already whole with my friends and my family. im single and proud and i'm not wasting my time anymore on the whole pedagogic lovelife bull. but of course, im not depriving myself of that need because it's basically a human necessity to have someone to love, but right now, the chances of me attempting to enter that stage again are nill. I mean, whatever. If he comes, he will but if he doesn't, so be it! It's not like having a boyfriend is a social law or something...well, in some ways, it is but i'm not going to prison if i don't follow that crap, am I? <

well enough about that stupid bullshit. speaking of bullshit, i know some people or basically the prim and proper world don't think that profanities are something that we should use or they're not totally cool. well fuck them! i think profanities are excellent ways to free yourself from anger...and i admit i like using them even if people will think i'm rude or vulgar. but i don't do signs. it's too crude for me...but whatever, we all have different ways of expressing our anger right? and no one can ever blame me if i tell a person to fuck off if he's bugging me or hold me back from writing spiteful things about that person! well,ive had an experience when a fellow writer e-mailed me, flamed all my stories and told me right smack-dab to my comuter screen that i have no right to be a writer! Imagine how i cursed her and wrote a story about her and posted it on ff.net for everyone to read! well, other writers shared my sentiments but others don't just get it. everyone has the right to write whatever she or he feels like...it doesn't matter if there are a lot of grammar mistakes and mispelled words because all that counts is that message you want to convey and how SENSIBLE and SELFLESS the message is.

pardon me if im using tagalog and english...i'm not used lang kase writing things about myself kaya i don't know if i should be serious or not. well, here's a hint. i use tagalog if the topic is light and i use english if im really serious about what i'm writing. oh and if you wonder why i write in such a gothic way it's because i consider myself partially gothic and partially girly. i love pink as much as i love being a punk, i love pop as much as i love ska and i love mandy moore as much as i love avril lavigne. weird right? but either way, i'm not pretending to like both because every person has two sides. i just happen to be both sides simultaneously. well, that's all to

oh i almost forgot. everybody says i have weird tastes. well just because i lyk rainier castillo and not some stupid hunk like paolo paraiso doesn't make me strange. and just because i watch encantadia or majika instead of the OC or ONT doesn't make me cheap. each of us have different gustoes and i don't really care if people think i'm weird or cheap because i'm happy just the way i am. i know i'm not very rich, not really beautiful and was not blessed with a slim physique...at least i'm not stupid and i care about people. and besides according to my idol, Pink, "doing good feels better than looking good" she said n the stupid girls mav. basta...that's me and i hope u leave a message...lav yah!