stupid storm haha

so this week was kind of horrible. everything was like on the other side of the road. the weather was disappointing and i wasn't able to sleep last wednesday night because of the storm and it reminded me of those voices in amytiville horror. well anyway, when i woke up the storm was still there but i was glad it mitigated a little. another thing upset everyone this week: the series of blackouts throughout the town. i mean, i missed a whole week of kaleido star! i hate it! and now we couldn't get a damn cable reception! and our phone had no dial tone! argh! what could be any fuckin worse? i couldn't watch tv, no internet and all i could do is write my guts out and stare at the computer screen all day. am not sayin it's bad because before the blackouts and all, i received a most precious review from one of my favorite authors, gypsy-chan! i mean i was so happy i almost french-kissed the computer screen! so that got be back to my feet and my inspiration went back and i was able to write again...

another good thing also happened..my ipod finally went back after travelling all the way from singapore! it's in good condition now but it also frustrated me because i couldn't update it because it requireed the 5.0 version of i.tunes, the itunes i have was version 4.8. i wanted to update it but because the phone had no dial tone, i couldn;t connect to the internet. hmm...everything just got boring.

well, it was mother's day last sunday and i greeted my mom during the night. and she complained, saying we were too late! i actually got hurt a little because if she had just like put up this approachable image, i should have greeted her first thing in the morning! but that's just it, because she makes it so hard for us to reach out to her as a mother...she is a good provider but she was never been the mother you can talk to about problems and so not the mother you can just hug and say i love you to everyday! she's the business type and she was never really hands-on, on us. but it doesn't matter. we're kind of used to her that way and maybe i love her that way she is.

oh and im now officially addicted to caffeine! i even named the bear my cousin gave me cofee! well because im addicted to caffeine, im now craving for dark chocolates, which is my fave choc but haven't ate any since summer! my mom gave me two huge bars of this VERY dark Polish choc called terravita delicate, it's like 77% cocoa and i sort of devoured the first bar the same afternoon she gave it to me. well but i actually didn't enjoy it as much as i'd like to because i was thinking of stipay...well, the first thing that i thought when i saw those dark bars was stipay...dark chocs are one of our common likes and i think it will give her ferrero rocher a run for the money! stipay, omg! you should taste it, it's so dark! haha! I wanna let you taste it so bad i didn't lay a hand on the second bar...i wish you were here and share my dark choc moment! i miss already! and hapi mothers day to ur mom..sorry didn't reply...my stepdad didn't tell me about the message..anyhoo, i hope you do good there...miss u already!