there's only one thing really important to say about this year's semester break: it's fucking FUN.
my friends have come to the house almost three times last week. and we had somewhere to go to for two three consecutive days. it was fun. really fun. well it all started sunday, during my godson (oooh i have a godson!!) clarence's christening. i was soo excited to be a ninang! so we all went to christine's house for the reception and ate a lot. then we sort of caught up with each other's lives and after everything ran out, we drank chamador. ooh, it was delicious. it was this really good white wine that tastes better, a lot better than Novelino. so after we drank wine, as expected, we all decided to head to our house. where we continued our thang.
the boys found porn in my bro's laptop so they kind of got hooked. well, boys WILL be boys. us girls stayed in my room where we watched...uhm,.. ok so the movie wasn't really fun so some of us kind of joined the boys heehee. but we DID NOT DO ANYTHING. i mean, get real. we were friends. we don't do porno stuff to each other. so those others who couldn't find anything else to do resorted to talking. that includes me. time passed and they had to leave but we agreed to meet at school the following day. our excuse? to get our yearbook, which sucked by the way. it came out really ugly. urgh. the newsletter was a little better but was just as bad. the articles were poorly-written. whatever.
so monday we agreed to meet at nine. but guess when those germs (kagaw) showed up? yep guessed it right, 10:30. some filipino time we got going there. caren even went to my house because she thought we already went there when all along we were just talking with ms. renegado in her office. so she had to go back to school. we saw rachele too. and i slipped down a little fucking slope. the bastards didn't even help me. tsk. so we just kind of sat there talking for about two hours and we realized we were hungry and it was lunch time and they all kind of looked at me with the can-we-eat-lunch-at-your-house look. i couldn't say no. hell i couldn't. so i told them they could if they would agree to do the cooking. they happily agreed and we went here. so we cooked hotdogs, the traditional pancit canton and some corn-beef. it sounded like breakfast but the food we had wasn't going to be enough for seven people. after lunch we headed upstairs and continued our routine. boys=porno. girls=decent movie/talking/surfing the net, etc. oh, we also caught shiele and michelle on y.m. so we talked to them. fun.
tuesday came and i had my period. period=dysmenhorrea (damn, i dunno how to spell it!). gael texted me about charmaine's debut. which means we need a car. ezra called me to tell me the obvious and to obviously ask me if we could like use our car. i wasn't so happy about that but they really wanted to go. and i couldn't say no. hell no i couldn't. so i asked my mom really nice and smooth if we could use the car. happily she approved and we all got dressed for the party. we reached charmaine's, greeted her, ate, took pictures, ate, strolled around town, talked, took pictures and waited for the car. the car arrived, took us to MY house where again, we proceeded to our routine. it was kind of fun having them at such an hour that i considered the thought of asking them to sleep over. but I'm SURE my mom would MIND that very much. i was going to leave on thursday so i asked them if they could come back on monday. they were only too happy to hear it and of course, OBLIGE.
i went to cebu for enrollment. damn, the lines were fucking long. i saw meg and there was still something but i tried to keep my distance. maybe i can get over her that way. and you know what, i think it worked. i kind of avoided thinking about her for the rest of the day, which is a really, really good sign. i was leaving the same day that night. i was happy to hear that i was leaving with caren, bridget, caren's cousnin ling-ling, earl and rowell. it was fun. finally, i got to strangle earl for a very long time now.
i also went to cebu for another reason: for daisy. well, you know, daisy was my best friend since elementary and i was really glad she went home. we rendezvous at ayala and she gave me some chocolates and this really really beautiful neclace and bangles. i felt soooo guilty i didn't get her anything. they were in a hurry so she can't sleep over at my house. but she did come over saturday and we had fun reading ouran and catching up.
sunday, ytel and lynjun went here. ytel had really small and red eyes. and she told me cd died. i felt soo sad for her because it was obvious and I know how she loved that dog. she went there to tell me she coldn't make it monday. i wasn't happy to hear it but i kind of understand. i told her it was okay and they left.
monday came. election, too. we went over to dolly's and voted her. we could see she really worked hard for this. she looked really tired but i knew she was happy to see us. i hope she wins. she deserves to win. and it was really cute when she just stood up there, made a speech about how experience can't be bought with money and then she cried. poor dolly. but i know she'll win. afternoon came and we went to my house to wait for the others to arrive. they arrived. chipoy and earl arrived. the two later boys wanted to see the porn for themselves but wasn't in the mood so we watched something rated r instead: dorm daze. it got us laughing. fun. then, i sort of got the drift that they were getting hungry so i bought them siopao and ice cream, because ezra wanted ice cream and i couldn't say no. hell no i couldn't. we ate went back upstairs and watched another rated r. movie: getting it. haven't really watched it yet but i watched it together with the gang. was fun after all. it was already seven and they had to leave and once again i am soo left alone. with my sister in baguio and mom somewhere else, and my friends gone...T_T, i could only wallow in my misery.
today i woke up nice. i look forward to more days with my friends. they put fun in my life and it's with them that i become someone with a someone else. someone not alone and complete. that's no drama bullshit, dude. i'm telling it the exact way i feel. well, i wrote really long, huh? im sort of making up for not posting regularly as i used to. end here. xxx
