Staring at a test paper with nothing short of an answer on your mind is, now I realize, the worst feeling of all.
And now I'm listening to Strauss' Till Eulenspiegel just to ease out some of the tension I'm feeling.
I had always prided myself of being a good student, always ready for anything. But today, for the first time in a long time, I got soo disappointed with myself. I am not the type who can take failure easily. Call me a hypocrite or whatever but I bask in the glory of always being on top. I've earned that place and to be suddenly told that I don't belong there anymore is soo frustrating. Of course, it's just one quiz but I just can't help but feel so upset about it.
I plan to make it up in the next test of course. There is nobody else to blame for this but myself. We were told to read and I did not read. Oh well.
Thank God for classic music and the healing power of blogging, I now feel better.
Monday, April 26, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
bad day
I'm having such a bad day today. Yes, I am so frustrated and angry I'm crying right now. Phone still not fixed. God knows I wanted to make a scene at cellpod. Can't connect to the internet..the only thing that distracts me from frustration. It just made it a lot worse. Subtitle on the DVD I bought won't show up...the last thing that I hoped would cheer me up.
It's official. I hate it. I really don't want to blame God but He's the only one here.
It's official. I hate it. I really don't want to blame God but He's the only one here.
Thursday, April 01, 2010
The Sleepover
Last night's sleepover was definitely a blast! I had soo much fun!
After the family president found out that my sister had arrived, she immediately arranged for a slumber party and a horror movie marathon! I just downloaded "Coming Soon" so we decided to watch that one.
It was soo terrifying! We had scream moments every other 5 minutes! The sound effects are awesome, the acting amazing and the plot, my god, it's a winner! The twist is pretty dumbfounding too! Ah that's why we love Thai horror flicks soo much. Because after we watch it, we always find ourselves drained. We just felt spent we couldn't move! We just sat there. But after we talked about it though, we figured that we were all hungry. Unfortunately, gradparents were already asleep and we couldn't possibly wake them up so we decided to head out to cook dinner at our house. We had soo much fun cooking! Aya cooked the scrambled eggs, Erika did the bacon, although she sort of burnt it a little, I worked on the hotdogs while Klyde and Key made pancakes!
Here are some pictures:
Oooh here we are, looking like mini-chefs that we hope to be!
Me cooking hotdog, Erila cooking bacon.
The outcome! Yumm!
SO then, after we cooked, we went back walking in the rain! When we got there, we immediately went after the food and devoured it in minutes! Too bad we didn't have rice though! But we got full anyway so that was okay! After eating, we washed and went upstairs. We stayed at Auntie Vawnette's room and watched The Tooth Fairy. It was funny but it wasn't that much entertaining. Then, we went to sleep.
We woke up at 11 am the next morning. We went down, ate brunch, and watched Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging!.
I had seen it before but I didn't have fun as much as I had when we watched it this morning! We went flips for Robbie! He's Aaron Johnson in real life and he is totally hot! We're the same age so hahahaha. Well anyway, I'm quite happy that my cousins enjoyed it.
All in all, this year's summer (before I go back to school) is absolutely FABULOUS!
After the family president found out that my sister had arrived, she immediately arranged for a slumber party and a horror movie marathon! I just downloaded "Coming Soon" so we decided to watch that one.
It was soo terrifying! We had scream moments every other 5 minutes! The sound effects are awesome, the acting amazing and the plot, my god, it's a winner! The twist is pretty dumbfounding too! Ah that's why we love Thai horror flicks soo much. Because after we watch it, we always find ourselves drained. We just felt spent we couldn't move! We just sat there. But after we talked about it though, we figured that we were all hungry. Unfortunately, gradparents were already asleep and we couldn't possibly wake them up so we decided to head out to cook dinner at our house. We had soo much fun cooking! Aya cooked the scrambled eggs, Erika did the bacon, although she sort of burnt it a little, I worked on the hotdogs while Klyde and Key made pancakes!
Here are some pictures:
Oooh here we are, looking like mini-chefs that we hope to be!
Me cooking hotdog, Erila cooking bacon.
The outcome! Yumm!
SO then, after we cooked, we went back walking in the rain! When we got there, we immediately went after the food and devoured it in minutes! Too bad we didn't have rice though! But we got full anyway so that was okay! After eating, we washed and went upstairs. We stayed at Auntie Vawnette's room and watched The Tooth Fairy. It was funny but it wasn't that much entertaining. Then, we went to sleep.
We woke up at 11 am the next morning. We went down, ate brunch, and watched Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging!.
I had seen it before but I didn't have fun as much as I had when we watched it this morning! We went flips for Robbie! He's Aaron Johnson in real life and he is totally hot! We're the same age so hahahaha. Well anyway, I'm quite happy that my cousins enjoyed it.
All in all, this year's summer (before I go back to school) is absolutely FABULOUS!
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